When You Have to "Take" a Blessing-not-#Given, 'Losing It' is a Curse You Can't Blame on Any - @SofoArchon #Give #Gave
Maybe this reveals 'the difference between a blessing & a curse'—sort of like 'the difference between Heaven & Hell as told by "The Banquet of the Long Spoons."'
See, I'm miserable. I'm totally-fine with that (still suffering, but patiently waiting to find out if my lonely misery will ever end); but–when I start to see 'how it might end' (if people decide to use their power to save me)–I start getting 'disappointed' that they don't change their focus from 'generally helping a community' to 'primarily helping me (a member of that community).'
The 'community' I'm a member-of is 'the Brain-Injury Survivor community.' I am thus said to have- or to be-a lot of "hope" (recovering as I- and as many other survivors-have from 'vegetable on life-support' to 'walking, talking amazement'), but I seek a higher hope.
You might not regard it as 'high hope'; it might just be 'life as normal' to you—or rather 'life as normal for an unemployed-"vagabond" with at-least one wealthy friend who lets him stay over.'
The 'wealthy friends' for me are mostly med-students (and medical personnel) whom I meet in my interactions with other survivors. None of them actually "give" this hope (i.e. I can't "legally" claim to have it ☝), but I do hope one of the medical professionals or -students 'takes me' (as 'a dependant,' as 'her husband (and still -dependant 💢)'—I mean, who better to depend-on than one who studies my injury but is not afflicted by it herself?
The word “Give” is built on an ancient word for '|Give (or |Receive)' (a foundation that makes up all or part of: |able; cohabit; cohabitation; |debit; |debt; |due; |duty; |endeavor; |exhibit; exhibition; |forgive; |gavel; |gift; |habeas corpus; |habit; habitable; habitant; habitat; habitation; habitual; habituate; habituation; |inhabit; |inhibit; |inhibition; |malady; |prohibit; |prohibition).
I think I get a sense of 'the glass ceiling' feminists are always talking-about—the women feel like they could do well 'above the glass-ceiling,' but "something invisible to them" keeps them from 'rising above it' ...
(And I'm sure any rampant feminists reading this can comment below—telling me how "I could never understand the injustice wrought upon them by the selfish, careless, greedy employers who deny them the extra money that would even-out the feminists' statistics & would bring equality to the workplace," not even seeing how they are a) wrong and/or b) carelessly dashing my hopes (though I did have to steal those hopes in the first place).)
Or maybe I'm looking at it wrong—that's one reason
Our Father God said "It is not good for the man to be
alone": "Because the man'll think he's right until someone else shows
Our Father God said "It is not good for the man to be
alone": "Because the man'll think he's right until someone else shows
him why he's not"—Won't you show me
if I'm right-or-wrong in the comments below?
if I'm right-or-wrong in the comments below?
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